Suddenly I found that I haven't forgotten. It's very regular to say a few words every once in a while, but I always reply with simple words full of emotions. Although it's neither painful nor itchy, my heart cannot be calm. Then I continue to hide. But I have already let down this heart, collapsed the contract, Get Liquidated, sold the mainstream, changed altcoin, and in the end, there is no money for Margin Replenishment on the credit card. I listened to other voices and forgot the original plan. He said the plan hasn't changed, but for me, the core is gone and the plan is already in chaos. I thought I could shut down this memory with time and watch the future with my father, but the future hasn't arrived, and my father is no longer here... The only thing left is a fool.